New spiritual walk
Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for answering our prayers and enable our Kids@flight event to be able to carry out smoothly on Sat. Father, I thank you for the good weather as well as everyone in the team n their efforts put in to run this event. Father, I also thank you for the volunteers and their feedbacks that they have indeed learnt something and made a diff to the special kids. Father I also thank you for the encouragement and the support my team and friends have given me throughout this period and the event.
Father, tmr I am going to fast 12hours from 6 am to 6 pm along with Xin hui and Zonghan to pray for unity in our caretalyst committee as well as inspirations for the next event. This is the first time I am fasting in my whole life and I believe I am taking my faith up to another level. Father, please anoint me with the holy spirit as well as wisdom and openness and the right words to say Tmr during the meeting. Father I also pray for my studies and wisdom to understand and learn from the diff modules so that I will do well in my university. I has been struggling and lagging for the past few weeks so I pray that I will have the diligence and time to have consistent study and revision. Father, I also pray that you will open my mind and protect me from any temptations or distractions that divert me from my priorities which is my studies, building up myself as well ad strengthening the relationship with God. Lastly Father, I pray for good time management and enough rest each day.
In Jesus precious name
The stars of my life
Another week passed by and things kept changing tide each week. But I gonna be patient and not judge and continue to read this book despite picking up the wrong title. At first I doubt that fact that in university we can find true friends that we keep for life for everyone is just so competitive and the relationships seemed to be like Gesellschaft, instead of Gemeinschaft.
But as I went through more filtering of unworthy friends, there seemed to be a handful of remaining friends that are really worth keeping. All these can’t be more true then during low periods of my life when they stayed there and comforted me and genuinely cared.
Was kind of down a few days ago because I could not really understand how a friendship could change so rapidly especially with the inference of love and stuff. I withdrawn myself and all I wanted was to give them their blessings and not be a deterrence. Of course, it was kind of hurting at first because we were so close and suddenly we just stopped. I was lost and confused and I just wanted to run away. Run away, so that there will not be hurt, at least that’s what I hoped.
Friends were really worried. They visited me, comforted me. Some just simply sat by my side and lent me their ears again and again. Some stayed with me the whole night just to make sure I am okay and just to keep me accompanied during these long nights and countless of mozzie attacks. Some made silly jokes to make me laugh and some simply comforted me with their care. Some hugged me and some nudged me and some lent me their shoulders. I never felt so blessed because at my lowest, was also my highest because I discovered how friendship really works. They are like little stars, away from human sight at times, but when you need them for directions when you are lost, they shine brightly for you and they never fail you.
The girls that loved me so much. Theresa, Bee Cheng, Yee Ling, Cai Ting, Zhen Mei, Cassandra, Stephanie, Crystal, Fiona <3 Thank you sisters :)
To this special friend that is always there and stayed up with me tonight the whole night, you are really amazing. Lee Hong Sheng, thank you. :)
And to this friend that stayed, thank you for wanting to treasure our friendship. I hope things will continue to work out. Four letters. Thank you.
Thank you Jesus for blessing me with such wonderful friends and the blessings in disguise.
To my amazing besties.♥
"Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait to hear the answer."
Anonymous (via littlesatyr)
"We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap."
Anthony Hopkins (via timedoesnotexisthere)
Remember, when you encounter adversity, know that God isn’t finished yet. He never ends on a negative. He has more in store for you if you will keep pressing forward. Don’t let your thoughts get stuck on the circumstances. Instead, lift up your eyes to Jesus, the Author and Finisher of your faith. Trust that He is working behind the scenes on your behalf, and He will lead you to your destiny!
What Pastor Kong preached today! :)