It would have been you, if this is a lion. But I still think lions are the most magnificent animals on Earth.
Mind fucking week
Felt like I just had an emotional breakdown but for whatever reason I dont know. Sometimes I really hate being accountable for everything I do, especially my thoughts because I just hate being readable like a book.
Was super drained out from Hall camp, and was really mind fucked throughout the camp, leaving me speechless up to the last moment of camp. Didnt know people can really act so well, and luckily it was a white scam.
Okay I think i really have to sleep now, my mind is blank and confused and fucked up at the same time, I guess the medicine are taking effect now.
So whatever till I blog again.
"Trying to do the Lord’s work in your own strength is the most confusing, exhausting, and tedious of all work. But when you are filled with the Holy Spirit, then the ministry of Jesus just flows out of you."
Corrie Ten Boom (via theoldnewchurch)
Been there. So true.
"It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power."
Alan Cohen (via creatingaquietmind)
I still think lions are the most magnificent animals on Earth.
With all I am
I know You knew me since before I was born, and You created me like no others, perfect in my every own way. You are the bridge that brings me home to God, You are the one that sacrifices all for me. Father, beneath me was once a valley, but standing on the shoulders on my Father, You reconnected me back to God and the place I should go.
Father, thank you for Your shoulders and Your hand…bringing me to the Highest Rock. Before I even met You, You have been protecting me and blessings me through all the miracles and people around me. Without Your Grace & Love, I will not be standing here today, giving You all the praise & glory. Despite all the darkest trials I have been through, You always leave me with a tinge of light, reminding me that I am not alone.
Father, I commit to You that I will walk Your way no matter how tough it is going to be. Father, I commit to You that I will give You 90% of what I have. I know what I commit and what I have delivered is still so far away, but I will keep going, keep worshipping You, keep allowing Your Grace to transform me to a better person, to who You really want me to be.
Father, I know I fall short to the promises I have made to You, but today I will make a list that drives me to recommit to You.
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Romans 12:12
- Read the word of God daily
- Listen to worship songs in the morning/night daily
- Be thankful to God for a new day each morning
- Attend Cell group weekly
- Attend service weekly
- Be more open minded and sociable during fellowship
- Worship God on my own at least once a week
- Bible study once every two weeks
- Attend Campus ministry outings and prayer meetings often
- Fellowship often with Christians & Harvesters
- Learn to serve God & seize the opportunity to serve God
- Keep my hunger for God going
Verse of the season:
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will. Romans 12:2
In Jesus’s Loving name, Amen.
Omg omg I am not ready for hall life and university. :( I want my bed, and my brain is not ready to expand. :(
"I’m afraid of time… I mean, I’m afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I’m afraid of the quick judgements or mistakes everybody makes. You can’t fix them without time."
Ann Brashares (via seventeenone)